Over the sky

i have a friend E**** who occasionally comes and chat with me once in a while. It feels nice. he would pop up and tell me how he is feeling and his love story. It's all just very cute. He even wrote about how he feels about his crush in a creative english essay and it actually sounds really good.

"... Daffodils, roses, birds and the warmth of the sun, they all trigger the memories I once cherish. Now the only things left are the wounds she inflicted to my heart. She was my first crush and even though this journey abruptly ended at the tip of a knife stained with my blood, it taught me a valuable lesson. In this very moment I realised the ugly truth of reality. I journeyed through the sweetest relationship of my life but there was no light at the end of the tunnel."

Yes, that's one bit of the story. Well his awesome.

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love benji and joel

How Shameful

SUSAN REJECTING CARLOS FOR HER KID.
Why susan why??

sooo went out to the city cos it was such a nice sunny day 31 degrees and i just couldnt stay home and met up with susan who was with her bf, chris, eric, carlos. carlos left to some study thing. eric went home. chris went to state. me and susan went to fitzroy cos there isnt much to do in the city and i havent been there in ages. to the factory outlet thing. bought me and susan matching overall shorts thing. then a bag and green pants = 25$ . after susan went to buy her tom yum spicy peanuts that she ate the whole way back to the city. and put the leftovers in chris' locker@state with a love messsage. OH my! is this a love triangle? wait its a threesome. this is so short....

pics up later when i find the cable.

YESS ENGLISH EXAM OVERR

okay, 1 down and 5 to go. methods x2; art + business; food tech
rmit interview in 3 weeks. i need to prepare my folio now. Starting from next week or im screwed. i think i need to go to school to print it :(

so lonely these days, no one to talk to. they've all disappeared. slowly.. my friends from interstate.

GRADUATED.

Cameron Onger

Sat in between Minh and Johnson. Minh is soo tall, that i feel soo short standing next to him. He was just laughing most of the time and Johnson was telling me how nervous he was when we were about to get our certificates on stage. He kept repeating " im so nervous, im shaking". They are both funny guys, even though i dont usually talk to Jonson. My first convo with him was at the lockers where we talked about FB poker and the second time was when he offered me a banana. it was Cracker! to me anyways. if i had food in my locker i would offer it to my locker buddies, which are all surrounded by guys mainly. left: Jonson right: Cameron top: Minh top left: Nguyen top right: Tai.

Just graduated school (yesterday), and i feel shattered and also unloved. While everyone ran off to hug everyone else when we were left to go out of the auditorium, i felt lonely like no one appreciated me being there except for Nat, Annie and Ryan. It was just sad. Now, i am just reminiscing about all the things that has happened all these years and today. There is soo many things i regret not doing but.. i don’t think i can/would do it anyway. It’s just in my head. I hate it.

I am such a lazy person. English Exam is in 2 days and I've been just playing around and doing random stuff. i feel stressed that i wont do well on it and want to study and when i even attempt to do it, i start then i fall asleep, like literally.

I am totally screwed.

hi

Oh i had a dream.. one part was taken place on a bus. there was an empty seat next to me. the bus stopped, someone hopped on the bus.. it was Jung. He wore a white T-shirt and his hair was slightly shaved. he walked towards me and sat next to me and said something in another language. His head was bleeding. Then for some reason Susan was sitting on the other side of the seat and slapped him and yelling at him also in a jibberish language. then some fight happened and he got off the bus. then i find myself hopping on the bus again and some asian bus driver smiled at me. Creepy.

That was mainly it.

Tummy ache :(

feel so sick. that i dont feel like going to graduation today. but i have to. Oh so much pain.